santana- i'm feeling you (feat. michelle branch)

Sometimes I imagine the world without you
But most times I’m just so happy that I ever found you
It’s a complicated web, that you weave inside my head
So much pleasure with such pain
Hope we always, always stay the same.

I’m feeling the way, you crossed my mind
And you saved me in the nick of time
I’m riding the highs, I’m digging the lows
Coz atleast I feel alive
I’ve never faced so many emotional days
But my life is good, I’m feeling you
I’m feeling you

You go, and then I can finally breathe in
Coz baby I know in the end you’re never leaving
Well we’re rarely ever sane
I drive you crazy and you do the same
And your fire fills my soul
And it warms me up like no one knows

I’m feeling the way, you crossed my mind
And you saved me in the nick of time
I’m riding the highs, I’m digging the lows
Coz atleast I feel alive
I’ve never faced so many emotional days
But my life is good, I’m feeling you
I’m feeling you

(P.S. i'm not that mushy but just for this one time...excuse moi)

the weirdity of weirdity (or watever else it is!)

im not much of a believer...i don't believe in astrology. i don't believe in numerology. i don;t believe in tarot readings or any other such thing that fits the list. i don't believe in black magic, nor do i believe in the bad luck that comes with black cats. but yeah i believe in god and that's just about what i manage. ...you need to know one more thing, i can sometimes-i mean sometimes- do some stuff just for the heck of it. and that s wat i recently did. i saw this ad for a free astro reading. it kept saying free! FREE!FreE!fREe! so i sent them my birth details and waited. they sent me something. i was glad. it talked about some transit period that was going to some. real soon. and how it is the most important time in my life and how i need to be fully aware of it. how this transit will affect my job, my family life my social and then they said the four letter word, even my love-life. gosh! this was getting serious business. i wanted to know what it was that time held for me in a small flash of light that hadn't come to earth as yet but this astrologer could see it all those light years away. i read like a worm only t come down to what i call an asterix. it said, in order to know any further details i need to log onto the website and fill in some other details...oh blast! well i even did that. i logged on and was ready to fill details, but was happily disappointed to know that the details were those of my credit card. sorry m'am! not happening. i logged outta the page. i know i was a l'il tempted when i signed onto the free astro reading, but im a l'il miserly too with my money. i don't have 3000 bucks to supply to some foreign economy, no siree i dont! so i just forgot about it. but guess wat they dont just give up.i get another mail in a few days stressing ow very imperative it is for me to allow the astrologist to proceed with the reading by making that payment. sooorrrrryyyyy not happening. delete mail.but do they give up? no. not yet. i get yet another email which was like a sounding bell. it carried so much weight that it was bogging down my computer. it carried the dates since when my transit period would start.now here they're talking something!piqued my interest again. so go on...tell me...i won't disturb you. at the end of this mail too was the asterix.but i've decided to bank on the complexity in my astral sign to making so imperative for me to know about this transit period just like that. well they've told me so much, might as well just blurt out the whole thing, right?

blah! blah! and blah!

i talk a lot. i could be branded as a blabber mouth. but there are few moments when im quiet...and i mean real quiet. these moments though rare are moments when i'm closest to myself. these moments are my god conversations.its amazing how many thoughts come into my pea sized brain, but all of these thoughts are responsible for me being me. i don't talk bout these things. not very easily though. these thoughts come up during my god conversation's. sometimes i can come up with the most insane possible explanation for what i did and why i did it. (a lot of this cud be attributed to my loyalty to calvin and his cuddly tiger hobbes). i cud be completely stoic to whats happening around me if everyones panicky, and then i cud scream and bawl if a rat died on the road and say a silent prayer for the rat.i can talk to random people on the road but cannot muster the courage to go for a meeting with the list of people that i'm supposed to meet. well, i think i kno why i don't just get up and go meet them. that's coz, i don't give a lame rhino's ass about it. i don't want to know about the stoopid idea that the client wanted to talk about or the even stoopid explanation that they give you for coming up with it. it doesn't matter to me so i dont bother...hence, dont make me bother. i can't see the sense in doing sumthing witout seeing some sense in it. thats finished.next!im sleepy actually now...i know ill leave it half way through but im sleepy now!...good night!